Day 4

Day 4 – Today has been mind-boggling at the least. This is designed to help people get their life straight at the same time I am. I feel I have no choice but to set the example. The weight of setting the example is a heck of a lot lighter than the guilt of all the abuse I cause on others and myself that drug addiction brings. I have so much to think about and there is a very high responsibility on my part to ask for the support of people that don't even know me. So I will say this to you- feed me with your love and I will grow. Day 7 means I have a new decision to make. I thought it would be easy quit smoking but that's not the right choice. I love to drink. I'm pretty intoxicated right now. I love drinking so much that in fact I believe it's gonna be harder than quitting crack. Nevertheless it is the right choice to make. This blog is about making the right choice. Not only for me, but for others like me. I do not want to lead anyone down the wrong road. For the next 3 days I will try to focus on the negative effects of alcohol. Send me some love! This isn't going to be easy to say the least.

P.S. To the people that have commented and emailed me, it is your faith that inspires me. The more I am inspired the further I will go. After all it could be your child that's needs to take this journey that I am embarking on. Think about it. If you don't hear from me tomorrow then I'm an idiot.

James