day59

Day 59it is once again late in the afternoon, but I believe i will be able to take my time today, I only worked 7 hours today so the sun is still shining, I bought my new Laptop yesterday and went to the restaurant at 5 but I'm not computer computer savvy, so I couldn't find office word on it and it's the only way I know how to do this, so I had breakfast and sent a few emails. I like my new computer a lot but I need to learn how to use it. My daughter set this one up so it's easy for me, just point and click and I'm there. I'm using my new one for email and face book but I'm writing my blog on my little one, that seems backwards since I bought the big one for that.

I believe today to be a learning day for me, you see I have been running ragged, I'm used to 20 problems on my mind since I used to never take care of anything in my past but those were problems , as I look back at the start of this hole thing I remember one problem at a time and they slowly all went away, and ease came to my mind, I was able to concentrate on better things, improvements to my life. That was a very important thing for me to learn in my life or I wouldn't be here right now talking to you. Well now that my life has improved and the problems are gone or at least manageable I'm finding the same principles apply to the new responsibilities that I now have. You see now I have 20 different things on my mind, good things, all the small jobs that need to be done with all the houses and the big job, the black apts, that's the priority, and I believe I'm doing a really good job, there are allot of responsibilities there, putting the different phases in order making sure the workers not only stay busy but also do a good job so I don't have to spend time fixing there mistakes, figure out materials and check prices to get the best deals, and keep an eye on all the tools ,also keep the site clean so we are not an eye soar to the neighbors. i taught myself how to deal with all those old problems of my past so I could have all these responsibilities but now they seem to be piling up like the problems did, but I already know the solution, I just need to put it in play, it worked before with fast and effective results, there's no reason it will not apply to this situation, I'm sure I will be back on track in no time with maybe a little extra time to see a movie or something, I am so happy for this blog, l could not imagine going back to that misery of a life that i used to live, James