Day 53 I must say I am really starting t enjoy my life, i like this little town, not much traffic and everything is close, it seems like my life is coming together pretty quickly. I am really enjoying my new boss, john, we are becoming good friends, I realize he is putting a lot of trust in me and I am more than ready to take it on. He also seems to really value my opinion which is very uplifting to my spirit. I believe this to be the most solid ground I have ever walked on in my life, these feelings of contentment are something I know nothing about but truly enjoy. In the last three days I have felt more stability than I have in my lifetime. I see great things in my future, things I never dreamed were possible because of the shaky ground I have walked on for so long. It seems ive spent a lifetime trying to keep my balance and stay on a path to somewhere, anywhere, with no direction to follow and no stars to light the dark path I was on. Now there seems to be sunshine, yes k, sunshine, and it seems someone has not only paved the path for me, they have put up street lights in case it gets dark, railing and arrows to keep me going in the right direction, and put rollerblades on my feet and then went as far as to tilt the path just enough to let me glide down it without missing a thing on the way, can life be this easy, am I missing something, is there something I have overlooked, wow, I am starting to believe that this is not a dream, life can be this good, but you have to do the work to make it this good, and that is what ive been doing for the last fifty two days. It is easy when you start with one little problem, fix it, then go to the next, I hope the joy that I am feeling this morning will spill into each and every one of the people reading this today and they will somehow try to figure out a way to share it with someone in their lives that need their spirits lifted. That would be a beautiful thing. Well it seems Cynthia has done it, thisistodayforme. Blogspot.com I am very happy for her and hope that she gets the support that I have, Cynthia, if you don't get a lot of comments right off the bat don't get discouraged, they will come as long as you are sincere, good luck Cynthia and to anyone that reads my blog please take the time to give Cynthia the love and support you have given me, it could be your words that keep her on the path to happiness.
I am going to try to load a picture of the building that I am working on, just the outside for today, I will load more of the inside tomorrow, life is freaken awesome, James
Jim, I couldn't be happier for you that things are going so well. It makes me happy just to read your good news. I will try to log on to Cynthia's blog so that I can give her my support & encouragement. You are so deserving of all the blessings that are coming your way! God Bless! Nancy
ReplyDeleteHere comes the sun (da da da da) and I say...it's alright! I am so glad you are feeling so good today. As Nancy said, it makes me happy just to hear the joy in your voice. You are right, life can be this easy, if you let it. I have found that our lives are just about as hard as we expect them to be. I have had times where I look at my life and think, Wow, this SUCKS!" And you know, if I think that way, it will suck! But when I am truely grateful for what I have, my life seems to be a breeze. Attitude my dear, attitude is everything! Just like we have talked about before, negative breeds more negative and positive breeds more positive, simple as that!
ReplyDeleteI am going to check out Cynthia's blog now...love you lots! Karin
ha, James, I'm sure that this was not easy when it started but it seems that it got easier the longer you stayed with it...God grant that it continues for a long, long time.
ReplyDeleteWhat seems easy to you would not have been for a lot of people, but as you said, taking one problem at a time, and taking one step at a time, especially in the beginning, was probably what made it seem that way.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to see the pix!
Blessings,
Jack
Embrace the good times every chance you get. Love you man. ~d
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