Day87 everything seems to be going right on track, I have handled all my responsibilities for the week and got more done than I intended, I am very happy with everything that is happening in my life, it seems in only three months I have put myself in a position that takes people years to get to when there not on drugs, I feel really good about where I am in life, and who I am, the responsibilities that I have are more of a blessing than a pain and my mind always seems to be on what im doing next, even when im not at work. I have some other major things going on my life that I really need to talk about but the time just isn't right yet, once I get all the details worked out I will be able top discuss them. It seems today is a very relaxing day, I cannot remember any of the last eighty six days feeling like this, there seems to be nothing to worry about or get excited over, it is, I believe my first regular day, it actually feels kind of odd and im not sure how to take it, not one single thing to worry about or feel guilty for, just things to look forward to, well ive been up since four so im about done for the day, I have to thank all that continue to read, it is you that drives me forward, James
How wonderful to hear you say that today is a relaxing day with nothing to worry about or feel guilty for, just things to look forward to. That really is good news, as I don't think you were allowing yourself to completely relax before.....you were thinking too far ahead & worrying too much about what you had to do next. You have really come a long way in a short time.......a lot better than most of us who haven't had to go through all that you've been through. You're probably a lot more appreciative of living a normal life too, and not taking anything for granted. Congratulations Jim on all that you've accomplished so far! God Bless! Nancy
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