Day 86, I have to keep reminding my self where I was eighty five days ago, and how I used to live my life and feel about myself, its absolutely amazing how far I have come in such a short time. My old life is definitely a thing of the past, among with the old Jim. I have worked really hard to change my old ways and ive had nothing but success, ive gone from the guy that needed to borrow money for gas to the person that loans it, it is truly a great feeling. Although I have lived a very long time unhappy and high most the time I am still thankful, very thankful for the misery that I have lived through, I truly believe that I will bring life back to so many that have hidden from it for so long, I believe that I can offer hope to the hopeless, as each day passes and my future becomes more clear I see myself finding some answers and saving some lives, I have no intentions of sitting back and doing nothing while this world deteriorates in front of me, I will find ways to be part of solutions in making this a better world for everyone, that is where my mind is today, eighty five days ago it was on drugs and only cared about escaping what was my life. I know in my heart each and every one of you who read this has someone in your life that is no different than I was, drug addiction seems to be right next door to every house on every block, if its not already in your house its very possible it will be soon, and its not going to go away unless the people that are not on drugs start learning more about how to help the people that are addicted, I truly believe that the bonds of addiction can be broken by offering love and hope consistently to those who have none, give them a reason to want to live again because they have none now. If you love someone who is suffering through addiction step up and talk to them, the time is now and don't take no for an answer and don't let them push you away, all you need to do is talk to them, let them know you care, don't wait for them to come to you, cause they wont. Make a difference, today, James
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Jimmy, I really and truely beleive that we, as human souls, must go through certain things in our life in order to teach us things, so that we can appreciate all the good, the bad and the beautiful life has to offer. Just think about how you would NOT appreciate where you are right now if you hadn't gone through the life you had up till now. I went to someone's house today to a garage sale. These people lived in a very rich part of town in a huge house. You could tell that theyeither had a lot of money or did at one point. The thing was, they obviously didn't appreciate ANYTHING that they had. There was trash and crap everywhere. They just couldn't even bother to pick up any of their toys, food, dishes, games, stereo equipment, cars, everything! The kids just had blank bored looks on their faces like nothing was exciting for them anymore, there was no wonder in their eyes at all! My point here is that, those people looked like they had never went through anything that made them truely appreciate what they had. Who knows what was really going on in these people's lives, but joy for life was not what got them out of bed in the morning, that's for sure! I am glad you have lived enough Jimmy to have that joyous spark of life in you that gets you out of bed everyday. I love you sweetie, karin
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