James thinks about all the mistakes he has made and how is life would be so different if he had only had some type of guidance, someone to tell him he mattered, someone that showed him how to care and love by caring and loving him, he thought about how much money he had in his pocket and how much he just wanted to get high and forget everything, but thoughts of his father would not leave his mind, he felt nothing but hate and anger towards him, and he wanted answers, his father only lived a short five miles from the bridge that he was under, get high or pay a visit, the choice was easy, to daddies house he went. He began to work his way through the weeds and back over the fence to his stolen car, when he got to the car he began to look through the cds on the visor, metallica, and justice for all was the first one he saw, he put it in and went straight to dyers eve, and turned it up as loud as it would go, put the car in drive and headed for his fathers house to ask why. He remembered this song from his teenage years, it hit home for him and as it played the thought of getting high was replaced with rage, as he listens to the song playing his emotions seem to be gone, nothing but hatred remains in his mind for his father, a deep hatred that he has pushed down his hole life.
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