I have to say, these days are the best of my life, I have not been here for a while because ive been writing a book, I am doing very well, and feel content, I am not real happy about the relationships I am having with two of my children but I know in my heart there isn't much I can do about it right now, I seem to be surrounded by what freels like friends and for the first time in my life I feel good, in no hurry and nothing to chase, know one to impress, a smile seems to stay on my face these days, between work and writing my book I stay pretty busy but I feel deticated, I feel good about waking up, life is finally starting to come to me, I freaking love it, james
