Day96 well it seems ive missed another day, I have been taking on a lot lately and im finding it hard to manage my time, but I am enjoying all the extra stuff im doing, I still haven't got that daily schedule thing down yet and probably wont for a while as new things just keep happening everyday, my meeting last night got cancelled till Thursday, this is something I have gotten used to, it seems like every time I try new things something will try to stop it, but little does life know that only makes me want to do it that much more, I intend on winning in life no matter what new accomplishments im going after, there will be no walls to discourage me, I will go through them with a smile, the more life tries to step on me, the more I will look forward to finding a way through its obstacles, even though doing what's right is hard at times, I will find a way to do just that. I am growing more every day and I am starting to build an inner strength that cannot be broken, it comes from living my life by a higher standard than what society sees to be okay, a moral obligation to life itself, im not exactly sure what that means but that's what my mind is telling me to write. It is hard to explain or describe how I feel at times because these feelings and things I am going through are all so new to me, especially this feeling of the need to succeed, I no longer need excuses to quit or allow myself to fail, im just not going to, I don't know where this came from but god it feels good, you cannot succeed if you do not try and if you live in fear of failure your already failing, I wont go back to that life, I WILL WIN, James
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We just got back from Calif. late last night so I've missed reading your blogs, but am so happy to see that things really are getting better for you every day as you grow in your self-confidence and your wisdom about life. Keep up the good work and don't let anyone put you down, as you have done something amazing with your life! I noticed on one of your blogs that a guy was going to take some pills till he read your blog, so I think you are already making a difference in a lot of lives. God Bless!
ReplyDeleteHi, It is great to see that things are going so well for you. This blog has been a great tool for you to get organized and to get reinforment for your goals as well as showing others that it can be done. It is no longer life and death for you to post. When you first started posting, I checked everyday hoping and praying that you would have a post...now I check every now and then to see how you are doing because I KNOW you are going to make it. God bless.
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