day94

Day 94 it seems I have missed two days in the last four, but not to worry, it has nothing to do with drugs or alcohol, it has to do with life, you see I have gotten to this point in my life by talking about my everyday life with all of you everyday, and that has helped me to make the right decisions in my life, and I love how far I have come and all the extra responsibilities that have been placed on me because of my recent decision making and the way I now chose to live my life, but I am now faced with new decisions, ones that I am not used to making, and they don't only concern me so I feel they must remain private, that makes it very difficult for me as I am used to talking and getting opinions to make rational decisions, I did not realize how much I depended on my comments until now, I feel there is absolutely no threat of drugs and alcohol in my life anymore, it is the everyday normal life decisions that im not used to making that I need to learn more about, I absolutely love my life and how well it is going and want to make the right choices to keep going in the same direction, I refuse to go backwards, back to that unhappiness that kept me high for so many years, I will continue to find ways to grow and be even better than I am now.

On a different note, I have made friends with a volunteer fireman and will be going to a council meeting with him Tuesday night, I am very interested in becoming a volunteer fireman and I will see if this is going to be possible this week, he said it's a few classes that are online and some training that they will give me, no cost to me, I believe this is one more step in the right direction for me, and I hope that I can do some good, crack head to fireman, who knew, James

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