Day 114, im alive, well its been awhile, ive really been going through an eternal struggle, and im happy to say im coming out on top. Ive been very confused with life lately, I have so much going for me but at the same time I feel so unhappy, I guess im not used to long term situations, and that's what im finally in, im not going to drop and run this time, I just need to learn how to deal with my emotions and start thinking about the long term of life and five years down the road. Ive been here before and let everything go, not this time, I am not going to get beaten by life, or give up hope that I will find a purpose for me and see the light of happiness in my life, I just about let it get me but im back and strong as ever, I am very blessed with a beautiful house, lots of land and plenty of animals that need my love and attention, the rest will come in time, James
My dear friend, I have to say, I was worried about you but, because you are an adult, I didn't want to butt in where you needed space. You know you can call me anytime you need to talk, right? Please don't give up, there are so many people (and animals) depending on you!! Don't give up!! Your family will be with you later this week and they need to see you doing well, just like we all do!! I love you and know you can do it!! Karin
ReplyDeleteyou will always have a friend in me! I will try to be strong for you, you know where I live. And yes, it is MY pond!! Lots of Love... Mae
ReplyDeleteThose of us who struggle daily with depression know what it is like. People who do not experience this are fortunate. Why can't we all be that lucky?
ReplyDeleteHow wonderful that your family is coming to visit you! It will be nice for all of them to be out in the country with you. Being in the country & having all those animals to take care of should keep you pretty busy, but in a nice way. I imagine having your loved ones there will cheer you up a lot. Have a wonderful visit with them and a blessed Thanksgiving together.
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