Page 128, it seems a lot of people misunderstood my last blog and who it was directed to, it was strictly directed towards people in Tennessee, people I knew before I ever started writing this thing, my struggle lives within me and my friends from the past have never been my friends, as I try to do what is right it seems those who know me would rather watch me fail than do good, the people I thought cared about me, people that have been a part of my life for more than a decade, I know that I have done my wrongs in the past but im quick to own up to them and do what I can to make them right, I have to live with my wrong doings and theirs a lot of them to live with, but that is what I have to do, live with it, and im sure there are many more mistakes to be made in my life, but I am learning slowly how to live a good life, and with the sight of hope always just out of reach, it always remains their for me to see, I will never give up, I will continue to chase it and learn how to be a better person on the way and will not be discouraged by those who want me to fail, I will find a way to let my anger not run my life or make my decisions for me, I will embrace these emotions and learn from them, take them in like a sunset or a new born child, evaluate them and make smart clear decisions on how I need to live and what is really important in life, ive got a long way to go, james
Page 128, it seems a lot of people misunderstood my last blog and who it was directed to, it was strictly directed towards people in Tennessee, people I knew before I ever started writing this thing, my struggle lives within me and my friends from the past have never been my friends, as I try to do what is right it seems those who know me would rather watch me fail than do good, the people I thought cared about me, people that have been a part of my life for more than a decade, I know that I have done my wrongs in the past but im quick to own up to them and do what I can to make them right, I have to live with my wrong doings and theirs a lot of them to live with, but that is what I have to do, live with it, and im sure there are many more mistakes to be made in my life, but I am learning slowly how to live a good life, and with the sight of hope always just out of reach, it always remains their for me to see, I will never give up, I will continue to chase it and learn how to be a better person on the way and will not be discouraged by those who want me to fail, I will find a way to let my anger not run my life or make my decisions for me, I will embrace these emotions and learn from them, take them in like a sunset or a new born child, evaluate them and make smart clear decisions on how I need to live and what is really important in life, ive got a long way to go, james
It's okay, Jim. The Bible says to "be angry and sin not." Anger is a legitimate emotion. It should not be stuffed or ignored. It can also be destructive if you don't handle it wisely, as I'm sure you know. One nice thing about anger as it relates to God is that He can handle your anger, better than any of us can. If you feel angry about anything, you can take it to Him and, as it were, let Him have it! God won't mind, and He can help you deal with it in a healthy way. It's all good. Just be careful not to broadcast your anger, and hurt people you don't intend to hurt. I wasn't hurt, by the way, though I was a bit surprised.
ReplyDeleteLearning and a journey, that is what life is about...I will keep that in mide myself today. Love you and glad you're back, Karin
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