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Page 126, well I am very confused, life seems to be so selfish, everybody seems to want to self satisfy, and so do I, but where do we draw the line? It seems we live in a society that pushes us to take, take, take, get them before they get me, I can never undo the wrongs from my past but I will learn from them, I have lived with a misconception of love the majority of life, and as I now search for the reason of hope in itself I am slowly learning the reality of love in its aw. It is something you give, even the simplest of jesters, it is what is right, you may never reap the rewards for what you have done but you have opened a door to humanity at its best, this seems to be what brings serenity to my heart, as frustrating as it may feel at times, the seed is planted to grow in others, I feel as if I am getting beaten down at times but in my mind it feels like it's the right thing to do, offer some hope to others that humanity lives among us, I believe you have to be something special to be loved, and I also believe we are all something special, we have all made our mistakes and been a disappointment from time to time but do any of us really want to just straight out hurt others, or take advantage of others, not the majority, I believe its what we se every day and seem to think its whats expected, but we don't feel okay in our hearts about it, reevavuate your definition of love without the heart in your heart, make a stand for what is right, I promise you will sleep better than you ever have, you know im not sure why I still need some type of appoval about what I write, I am who I am and this is how I feel, james

Page 126, well I am very confused, life seems to be so selfish, everybody seems to want to self satisfy, and so do I, but where do we draw the line? It seems we live in a society that pushes us to take, take, take, get them before they get me, I can never undo the wrongs from my past but I will learn from them, I have lived with a misconception of love the majority of life, and as I now search for the reason of hope in itself I am slowly learning the reality of love in its aw. It is something you give, even the simplest of jesters, it is what is right, you may never reap the rewards for what you have done but you have opened a door to humanity at its best, this seems to be what brings serenity to my heart, as frustrating as it may feel at times, the seed is planted to grow in others, I feel as if I am getting beaten down at times but in my mind it feels like it's the right thing to do, offer some hope to others that humanity lives among us, I believe you have to be something special to be loved, and I also believe we are all something special, we have all made our mistakes and been a disappointment from time to time but do any of us really want to just straight out hurt others, or take advantage of others, not the majority, I believe its what we se every day and seem to think its whats expected, but we don't feel okay in our hearts about it, reevavuate your definition of love without the heart in your heart, make a stand for what is right, I promise you will sleep better than you ever have, you know im not sure why I still need some type of appoval about what I write, I am who I am and this is how I feel, james